Lessons
Life has been full of ups and downs, highs and lows, and happiness and sadness. There isn't really any rhyme or reason to it. Of course, I'd like to believe that there is a reason for everything; I used to, and sometimes still do. I've also realized that a lot of things that happen in life don't necessarily have a reason, which makes people question their beliefs and mortality, including myself. Growing up in a unstable broken family, what is the reason for that? Being bullied relentlessly for being different? Losing someone before they are really even alive? These are questions that run through my mind a lot. If there's a reason why my life has blossomed into what it is now from the hardships I've faced. A lot of these lessons weren't easy ones, and I find myself spiraling sometimes, wondering why it had to happen to me. Making myself the victim because I don't understand why they happened. It's made me question if I'm being punished for some...